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((I have a lot I want to get done tomorrow.

And I have a lot I need to think about. So.

I guess I’ll be getting off.

Hopefully my bad mood passes and I’m a cheery person again tomorrow.

I’m not allowed to be sad.

It’s unbecoming.

Anyway.

Good night.))

ooc; {Smooths hair away from face. Kisses forehead. Tucks in.}

((BUHHHHH I HATE MY MOMENTS. But thanks. I really appreciate it. Like, if I had words to explain how much that means to me, I would say them, but alas, my vocabulary does not reach the extent of my emotions.))

((I read it, but I’m not sure if liking it would imply enjoying Dash’s misery or not.))

((Lol, Liking anything I write, to me, shows me that somebody actually cares about the shit I write.))

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((It’s the weather I swear. And even the prompt I wrote wasn’t sad enough.

I’m sure nobody read it, but…okay.))

“H-hello?” Rainbow Dash rubbed her eyes. She didn’t know how long she had been asleep but she could definitely feel the medication that Twilight had her on affecting her. Her eyes felt like they were both looking in different directions, and it was really hard to see. Letting out a sigh, she rubbed her eyes with her left hand before blinking a couple of times. Her vision seemed to straighten out a little bit, allowing her to be able to see the room at least. She sniffed and laid her head back on the pillow, feeling extremely dizzy as her head bobbed all over the place.

“Is anybody there? Hello?” She moaned before putting her arm over her eyes. Everything was quiet. There wasn’t even music for her to listen to and keep her mind off of things. So, she sat there in the silence; left alone with her own thoughts. That was a dangerous thing for her at this point. Thinking would harm her more than any mortal wound ever could.

At that moment, she leaned forward. She felt too light. The sensation on her back was just the cold air of the room. That was the curse of humans, to not know the comfort of having limbs of which they could fly with. She sighed, feeling tears well up already. She couldn’t fly anymore. That was just it. She wouldn’t be able to go cloud walking. She wouldn’t be able to take naps on her clouds in the afternoon. She wouldn’t be as fast as she was with them, ever again. Dash wouldn’t be known as being the fastest pony in Equestria anymore. She wouldn’t be known as being fast for anything. She was nothing. Absolutely nothing.

She felt like she didn’t even deserve the friends she had. Without her title, what was anything to her? Twilight tried to rescue her, and her wings, but failed in retrieving them. What was the point of keeping her alive if she couldn’t fly or be a fantastic friend to anyone. Now she was ugly, and useless. Without her wings, she wouldn’t be fast enough to get to her friends when they needed her. She wouldn’t be able to save them. And what was the worth of living if she couldn’t do what element she was proclaimed to be? What good was the Element of Loyalty when she couldn’t do her duty as the loyal friend?

Dash was about as useful as a stinky, wet washcloth. She couldn’t do anything for herself, and even after she’s healed up, what could she do? She was ugly, and unwanted. Nobody would like her anymore, because her wings were her pride an joy; her wings were what made her who she is, and without them, she can’t be anything. She was ashamed. She felt truly naked for the first time since arriving upon this world.

Letting out a ragged sigh, she silently felt her tears roll down her face like a gentle stream through a forest. Subconsciously, she tried to move her wings around her in a shield, to protect herself from the world. However, the stubs where they would have been just waggled in their place. She whimpered, feeling shots of pain dart through the little stumps up through her back.

She hung her head and wept silently to herself, keeping her hair around her face like a protective curtain. Nothing could break her more than losing her wings.

((Note I will not be on much during this weekend until Tuesday because I am going away for something muy importante.

Just know that I will try to get on at night, because I’ll be gone during the day.

I love you guys!

G’night!

I’LL MISS YOU!))